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Dear Hannah,
I _____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
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(P.S. ______________.)

I havnt updated in a long time
My weekend was amazing which was good, as it was my last weekend of fun. I have to start cracking down on summer reading. yess
So about my weekend. Renee basically says it all in her journal. But there are different perspectives to any story.
On friday she called me at like 1 ish and she was like "we had a code brown so we got off work early" and i was like...whats a code brown and she was like "its when a kid poops in the pool"
thats sick. You'd think that kids can hold their bowles in a pool, but maybe it was one of the challanged ones. i dont know. If i was the kids friend i would make fun of him forever. anyways so she was like come at 3. SO i left my house around 2:15 ish. I was driving along, and i was stuck behind these 3 old ladies in one car. they had the windows down and they were listening to prince. like, blasting it. the two in the front were like dancing crazy and singing along, and the one in the back was sleeping. like she had her face pressed against the window and she was drooling.

so i finally passed them and i go to renees house. I dont really remember what went on between the time i arrived and when we left for the hideout. (for those that do not know what the hideout is, refer to renees journal) so we got to the hideout, and we sat down, and i was casually observing the enviornment and the people that were there. There was this group of like....weirdly dressed wannabe punks behind us and amongst them there was this skinny little black girl. and she kept talking about how shes going to bring her hommies and come shoot someone. It was very interesting to listen to the peoples conversations around you. there was this stoner who was in one of the bands, he had long blonde hair and he had the stoner expression on his face. it was funny
so then the whole ryan perry thing happened (again refer to renees journal)
so, kudos for renee for almost kissing ryan perry
then we got home and we walk in and renees mom was making sauce (at 11 at night)
i thought that was very random
so saturday morning i woke up to my stomach basically eating itself. I figured it out and i hadnt eaten for 40 hours. thats too long. renee hadnt eaten for 22 hours. were convinced we lost weight.

so then we went to taco bell like 15 minutes away, and when we got home her dad was like...theres a taco bell like, 2 minutes away.
oh well we had fun blasting the ghetto cd...in the ghetto
so we layed around in our pajamas singing stupid songs and watching tv and dancing around to ska music. We didnt dance very much though,...it used up too much energy
so now we had the european party to look forward to
so around 5 we were like...ok we need to get up and get ready.
5:30 comes, we are still laying around singing stupid songs.
6:00 comes around....same thing but renees mom comes in and tells us we need to get ready. so we slowly and lethargically get ready.
so kristina and jaime came and we had tons-o-fun.
then the next day we went to the beach.
i got some sun.
so on monday i went around and applied for a job at a few places and then my mom and i went to get coffee with the brittish girl and her mum.
it was interesting.
she spilled coffee....
on herself....
i laughed..
yea
so i talked to renee on the phone monday night
and weve both discoverd that our middle toe looks like a finger when you hide all the other toes.
i wish i had enough toe power to like..flip people off with it
anyways.
so kristina got her permit yesterday!!! kudos

this is us at the Head Automatica, Angels and Airwaves, and Taking Back Sunday concert. It was basically amazing this is the lead singer of head automatica this is the lead singer of angels and airwaves and finally.. this is the sacred and beloved lead singer of Taking Back Sunday, whom Kristina is convinces will run away with her forever

Yesterday I cleaned my room, and renee came over after..work..
We went and saw Lady in the water
It was really good. I liked it alot, but its one of those movies where alot of people that see it are going to think its really dumb. I think M. Night Shylaman is such a good director.
So after the movie i reallly had to pee really really bad, and so i went to the bathroom, and on the stall door, i saw written A.K must die. written in huge letters. I was like..omg thats creepy.
so on the walk home after the movie we decided we were in the scary movie mood. So we headed towards the video store, and we almost get to it when this car full of homeboys and wiggers and miggers stop like, 2 feet away from us, and theyre all looking at us and we hear one of them yell, "theyre fucking hott man! talk to them!"
so yesss that was my confidence boost for the day.
We ended up getting Saw 1 and 2 and watching them both that night. I have to say it was truely genius. There were soo many unexpected twist and surprises. I liked it alot.
Then me and renee stayed up until 5, and we woke up at 11 30 ish and she had to leave at 12:15 ish
im really tired.
Yesterday i had my driving lesson. He was basically an old jewish man who had a bob dylan cd with 4 songs on it, and for the whole 2 hours he had it on repeat. He had dentures, and one time i looked at him and he was laughing and his dentures slipped. I didnt know what to do, and i didnt want to be rude and laugh, so i quickly looked away

Yesterday i went for my interview at starbucks. I arrive there, well dressed and ready for my interview. So i walk up to the counter. The lady behind the counter has a snaggletooth( definition: when one of the two front teeth overlap the other.
anyways, she had a snaggletooth and two huge zits on her face. One on the very end of her nose, and one right between her eyes.
So...Im like "I have a job interview." long pause, she stares blankly at me. Me: ".....is your manager here?" Her:...no...he hasnt been here all day, and hes not coming in this afternoon. Me: but...i have an interview schedualed for 4. { she glances up at clock, which reads 4 o'clock on the dot } Her: "I'm sorry we'll have to get back at you. Next"
So, i was quite dissapointed that i didnt get my job interview. Oh well.
So then today i was quite out and about running erands with my dad. We went to Costco, and Target, and just in those two stores, i counted 16 old people in wheelchairs or something of the sort. So i was in target, and i was walking out of one of the aisles, and someone, something, whizzes by me. I look and its this man that works there, in a wheelchair. It took me quite by surprise. I could have been run over by a man in a wheelchair at target.
SO, im waiting for my phone to charge so i can call kristina back..
It should be charged somewhat

Soooo, i woke up at 7 in the morning today. Bright and early. We went to church with my dads boss. then we went to costco and then took grandma bea out to eat. We went to Park Avenue.
So then we get home, and like, my mom tells me to go outside and park the car in the garage. So I open my door, and hear a loud blast of ABC by the jackson 5. I look out, and directly across from my house, this very fat and hairy man in a speedo and nothing else, is washing his car, while blasting the jackson 5. I stand at my doorway and stare for a few minutes. His back was turned to me, so little did he know that i was watching him dance around and whip the car with the rag he was using. I was like....Im not going outside. If i was him, i would be embarrased that someone saw me.
Theres so many weird people in my hood. Renee knows.
Im so excited, tomorrow I go in for my interview for starbucks!!!!

Ok so today too many weird and strange things happened.
First I went to the mall to get my friend kelseys present. I went into charlotte ruse, and i was looking at the purses and I hear these two old woman talking about their book club, and how the one old lady left her book that she was supposed to be reading, in her hotel in the keys, and how she was looking all over her house for it, and she bent over to look under the bed for it and she slipped and broke her ankle...she was telling all this to the other old lady. so i turned around to casually glance back at them, and one of the old ladys was wearing nothing but a tube top and a mini skirt and her stomach flab was sticking out. then the other one was like, amish..well not really but she had like, a long sleeved shirt and a long skirt. so then i bought kelseys present and left. THEN i went into forever 21...i love that store.. and there were this one girl talking on her cellphone and im listening to her conversation and she was like "Amy i love you too{pause} "no, I'm not cheating on you!! {pause} that was a joke..it wasnt even a dildo, it just loooked like on..come on" {pause} "You're pregnant?!?! {pause} "oh..it sounded like you said you were pregnant" {pause} "look..lets just talk this over in the bathtub tonight ok?" and then she hung up and she saw he like...starring at her. it was akward because we kind of just like..looked at eachother very akwardly for like, 5 seconds, then i turned around and walked away. SO then i went to the starbucks to get a frap and there was this weird asian man that worked at the cash register. so i orderd and he was like...has anyone ever told you that you look like nicky hilton? and i was like "..no" and he was like. "oh...because you look just like nicky hilton...only you have darker hair than her...but thats ok becuase you still look JUST likeher". he seriously was like...stoned.
SO then im driving home and i pull up to the stop light and i look in the car beside me adn theres this like, young teenage boy and his friend that are like, jumping around in the car and like, making it shake, and one of them had crazy clown hair, it was like red, frizzy and stuck out like 6 inches out from his head. it was scary.
so then tonight i go to kelseys party. I go,thinking that i wont know anyone, so i dressed, casually. I get there, and when i open the door, like, seriously half of wellington high is there. Now, the thing about wellington high is that, most of the guys i know like me, and think im ok. But the girls hate me with a passion beyond words.but i found out that aiden was there, so me and him sat outside with his mom and kelseys mom for like 15 minutes while everyone else played some stupid game. So aidens mom starts talking about how when she used to live in maine, skunks were such a problem. and like...she kept talking about it for like 10 or 15 minutes...and she was like..immitating the noise skunks make when they spray...it was very akward.
So then kelseys mom sends aiden to go get the cake. ....10 minutes later he comes out with the cake. so kelseys mom started serving the kids some cake and i was about to eat my peice when he pulls me aside and is like "dont eat the cake, i dropped it on the floor." i cant believe you aiden,...
anyways, so that was an ok party.
so then on my way home, my mom wanted to stop by publix and have me go get food for tomorrow. so i get all the food and of course at 9 45 at night, its kind of lonely there at publix, and there are alot of weird people that hang out in publix parking lots late at night. So im looking for one of the checkout lines that is being occupied by a cash register person, and the only one thats open in the very last one. so i walk up to it and they guy is standing like, in the line with his back to me, and he was reading a magazine. i wait there for like, 20 seconds waiting for him to realize im standning there....he doesnt, so i loudly clear my throat, he jumps and drops the magazine he was reading. I look down and its the Cosmopolitan magazine...
there are weird people that work in publix late at night on fridays....

so that was my very odd day


.....i do not look like this